|Proud Momma 3/19/13|
|Madison & Daddy 3/19/13|
It was nice to have both grandmas there supporting her. She needs that and I need to see that. It's nice to look over and see my Mom there. For so long it seemed she wasn't there and now she is and I like that.
I'm still half sick from this cold I have. I keep thinking I'm almost over it and then it starts raging again. I'm really starting to worry about it because I have to be in tip top shape to have my surgery on the 4th. Tomorrow we are going to go look for a comfy recliner and then after that I'm staying in till I'm well except for Cody's first Lacrosse game next Tuesday. It's Breast Cancer Awareness game and it's in honor of me so I'll be there! I live in such a wonderful community and even though I live as a hermit mostly there are some wonderful people that will do so much for you it's awesome! I hope to give back when I'm cancer free.
That's what life is all about is enjoying life and giving back. I've always wanted to make a difference but never knew how but I know how just got to figure out how to make it work. My life always seemed so chaotic for all those years and just when you think it's going to start slowing down and you can take a deep breath you hit with something you didn't expect to happen to you in a million years. Breast Cancer. I'm going to fight this beast and pray it will be gone for good and then get back to enjoying the rest of my life with my family and give back. It's all about giving back. We all are given so much, yeah some of us getting a shitty plate handed to us in life, but we have to clean it off and look for the good stuff. Right now I'm looking for the good stuff. Not just the good stuff to put into my body but I'm going to look for the good stuff to fill my soul too.